++ Wednesday, October 20, 2004 ++
I should update this thing more often. Yeah. That might not be such a bad idea.
I added a page for fanlistings. Still haven't fixed the gift art page. It will come. Someday.
I need to work on the Kyle site Ingrid gave me.
I need to work on many, many things. But I am lazy.
I hate being lazy.
++ Wednesday, September 1, 2004 ++
I swear, I should be using this thing more often... it's not like I actually LIKE LiveJournal. However, it is a lot more easier to update, it seems, plus it has emotions and comments. I love those. Eee.
What sucks about pitas is that there is no way (unless you add it yourself) to get comments. Pity.
Anyway... I still feel miserable. Not about the whole thing at Spokane, mind you. I just feel... miserable for no reason. It's not like I WISH to feel miserable or anything. I just do. And it pisses me off thoroughly.
In other fun news, I think the kids go back to school tomorrow around here. Har. Too bad I won't be joining them, because I graduated. You know. It'll be so weird... but I always did like the feeling of going back to school. It is as though I am starting a new chapter or something, and I hoped this chapter would be better than the last. Unfortunately, it never was. Just the same ol' shit as always.
I don't feel like putting the dishes away or taking the garbage out. Mom can kiss my ass.
CenturyTel is being an ass. The modem we were given isn't working right. What a pain. No matter who we call, they won't help us. Why don't they just give us a new modem? Unfortunately, it isn't that easy for them. Assholes.
Let's see... what else can I rant about... oh! And about that LJ thing, I made it "friends only." Why? Because I tend to whine and rant about stupid shit on that, which I tried to avoid on this. After all, I want to seem intelligent. Hee.
Okay, I am done.
++ Tuesday, August 24, 2004 ++
I've been deleting a lot of my H off the computer... however, no matter how much I delete, I still feel I have too much. Too much...
Why am I so worried about my quantity of H? Well... I cannot tell you here. Even if I could, I couldn't really explain in words what I have been going through since yesterday. But I am no longer in Spokane; I am back home, and judging by what happened yesterday, I am very grateful for that.
In other news, I got my DSL modem. However, I seem to cannot use it yet. Dammit. That is no fun.
Hopefully tomorrow I can use it. It'd be a pity if something didn't work. I just wish mother dearest would be more considerate and keep all information.
Yesterday was definately not a good day. Today is okay, but it will be a while until I feel fully reassured in myself.
I wish someone was online... I want to talk to someone...
++ Sunday, August 22, 2004 ++
Since I will not have Techline for long, I decided to get rid of everything that was on that server. Of course, I have backups on this computer and on my old computer. In fact, this page has just about everything uploaded now. The reason why "gifts" is crossed out is because that section isn't ready yet.
++ Saturday, August 21, 2004 ++
I leave for Spokane around 5:30-6 AM. Hence leaving me without any sleep for the day. Ah well, I need to correct my sleeping time, anyway. *shrug* I tried to get as much sleep today as possible, so the whole 'staying up during the day' thing will be less... punishing.
Then again, I might just fall asleep in the car. Meh. Hopefully I can convince mother dearest to let me sleep in the back. If she didn't put stuff back there. Then I'll just knock it down for my conveinence. Hee.
I have to get junk packed and stuff. I might bring my sketchbook, even though I won't have a scanner for a few weeks. I will also bring my GBA and probably one of my consoles. I think I'll go with my PSOne, since it is small and stuff. Plus I need to play Rockman DASH again. Eee, that game is fun.
Well, I better go on that college website mom has been bothering me about, and then get packed. Bye?
++ Saturday, August 14, 2004 ++
I've been using my LJ more often than I should. Mostly just for quizzes and shit. I wish this thing had moods and stuff. Maybe I'd use it more.
My head hurts so bad that I wish I could cry. I took Tylenol, but that isn't helping. Oh crap. I think I slept wrong on it or something.
I am so lonely. I've been sleeping off and on all day. What else can I do?
++ Friday, July 30, 2004 ++
Gah... today I slept until 3 PM. And I went to bed early too, which made me miss someone I really, really been wanting to talk to. GODDAMN IT. Now I'll never sleep tonight. Feh. Ah well, at least it'll give me time to play video games. I have a lot I've been really meaning to play, but I never had the time or the motivation. Maybe I should play Paper Mario again...
++ Tuesday, July 27, 2004 ++
I found Rockman clubs on DA! WOO! I am amazed! That brightened up my otherwise crappy day! Other than that, my day has been average/okay/not so good. I can't decide what to think of it.
++ Tuesday, July 27, 2004 ++
I feel so lonely... so, so lonely. I really wanna talk to someone, but no one is on. I am feeling insufficient. I wish someone will come online soon...
I have nothing to do. I can do things, but I don't want to do them. I have played Solitaire to death by now. I've played Mario and Luigi, but that doesn't hold my interest much. At least the humor is strange. Heh.
I suppose I can just sit and wait... maybe listen to some music. I suppose that is the only thing I want to do... is wait. Wait until someone is alive. Hopefully someone I give a fuck about.
++ Saturday, July 24, 2004 ++
A few days ago, I finally got my present from Rez. It is a very wonderful present. Now I can say I have... one of those. However, I am met with a fearful delimma:
I can't stick it up me! IT WON'T FIT, GODDAMN IT! This makes me a saaaaad panda.
This has been another useless post by yours truely.
++ Wednesday, July 21, 2004 ++
Finally, I decided to make a page where I shall put all the gift images that people gave me over the years. It is very incomplete, since a lot of my collection is on my old computer. However, check it out, if you want.
Contributions are always welcome. :D
++ Sunday, July 18, 2004 ++
Amazing. An old housemate, Hilary, actually made it to Tenneessee. I am stunned. I guess hell apparently did freeze over. Of course, a friend paid her way. Hopefully, nothing screws up and she's stuck there for a good portion of her life. Then again, she didn't have much going here, anyway.
It's just... amusing how many free rides she gets. Of course, luck doesn't last forever.
++ Thursday, July 15, 2004 ++
Birthday. Woo. Or something. :P I am officially 19 now. And you know what this means: I'll have to go and change all of my 'about me' and 'profile' pages to another digit. WOW.
Anyway, here is the stuff I got from various peoples:
- Two birthday pics from StarWolf and Ridi.
- An eCard from Don.
- Season 3 DVD set of South Park
- South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut on DVD
- Sonic Heroes (GCN)
- .hack//QUARANTINE (PS2)
- Mario and Luigi (GBA)
- Megaman Battle Network 4: Red Sun and Blue Moon (GBA)
- Fortune cookies! :D
- And some Chinese purse thing that I got from the nice lady in the Chinese restaurant.
- $30 from my uncle, $25 from my great uncle, and $50 from my grandparents
Hopefully, I am not forgetting anything... I have other presents coming too, including a Season 4 DVD set of South Park and a certain... object from Rez. All is swell.
Oh, and I got to talk to Laura today. Woo! I've really missed her lately. I am very happy right now.
++ Monday, July 12, 2004 ++
Erng. I have something to get off my chest.
I hate love. No, not love between friends and family and stuff. I hate love that is romantic.
I hear about how "good" it is and how it "cures all." Wrong. The only thing it does is increase my problems. I wish I was one of those people who didn't fall in love, who doesn't care about love. It would make my life hellofa easier, that is for sure.
*sigh* I think I once again fell in love... and with a girl. And a guy. Both online. And since no one takes online love seriously... what chance do I have?
Love is a horrid thing... it knaws at the very core of my being. I wish someone was online, or this thing had the ability to leave comments. I could really talk to someone right now.
++ Monday, July 12, 2004 ++
I decided to update the background image, since I was bored and thought the page needed more personality. Uh, woo?
For some odd reason, I decided to register a LiveJournal. Not that I'd use the damn thing, but it is good to have. Why I don't know. See it here.
Hm, my days have been getting rather boring lately. Dunno why. Maybe I don't have many people I wish to talk to. *shrug* I've also been playing a lot of my favorite games on the Nintendo 64. It is a shame that the GCN couldn't produce more games like it.
*sigh* Now waiting for a friend to get online... man, my life IS boring. o_o;
++ Sunday, July 11, 2004 ++
After discussing with StarWolf, I figured that I'll give JtHM a try. I might just like it, y'know? Besides, even if I don't, I can really have a good reason why instead of my "it's too damn popular" reason... and that is not good, is it?
Life has been boring as usual. YAY?
++ Friday, July 9, 2004 ++
You know what pisses me off? HMM?
Johnny the Homicidial Maniac
Everyone talks about it. Everyone draws stuff about it. However, I DON'T and apparently, I DON'T CARE. I haven't read the thing once in my sorry life, and at this point, I do not care to. I just hate it when they go talking about "Nny" and I don't have a damn clue what they're saying. And it is on a SOUTH PARK mailing list, too. Argh.
Don't say that once I read it, I'd like it. I've watched Invader Zim. I didn't like the humor, the art style (though I've seen worse), or the hype it gets. I think it is VERY overrated. I highly doubt I'd like the comic depressed angsty teen goth shits like.
I am sorry, but I have had it with all this JtHM praise. It can kiss my ass.
++ Thursday, July 8, 2004 ++
And people say I am bad for slashing South Park. XD Oh, and for your political amusement:
This has been another worthless post by yours truely.
++ Tuesday, July 6, 2004 ++
Mmm. I'm bored.
I think I am going to look for a job in a month or so. I need the money if I ever plan on going to the South Park Slash con that they're talking about. Besides, my mom won't buy me stuff anymore.
Speaking of stuff... my birthday is on the 15th. Uh, woo? I wonder if anyone is going to acknowledge my birthday this year. WE'LL SEE!
I wonder if I can finally get this box to scroll. Because SCROLLING is FUN!
++ Sunday, July 4, 2004 ++
Mweh, I find myself once again bored. Might as well add some volume to this thing.
I get to go watch fireworks at 9 PM. Goody. Actually, I do like fireworks. The Fourth of July is always nice like that. I wonder if I can convince my grandpa to let me light some off. That'd be cool.
My poor dog's been sick in the stomach. She puked three times today. She didn't get any bites... except a bit of pie that I decided to give her. Luckily, it didn't bother her stomach.
I just finished another sprite drawing. Nice. It's for another club, but I hope that the owner doesn't mind me sticking it in my DA account... I am very proud of the work I done.
I wonder when Don will get online... I sure do like talking to him.
Hehe, I ramble stupidly.
++ Saturday, July 3, 2004 ++
Woo! I finally got off my lazy ass and did a new design! I am amazed! First of all, I removed the tag-board, since it was making pop-ups on my page. I hate pop-ups, though I'll miss that tag-board. It was fun while it lasted.
I like this design. It is a simple, sleek, and easier to update than my other ones. Sure, it is all black and "depressing", but I like black and white. Have a problem with that? I am sure you don't give a damn. :D
Also, the About pages and stuff as the same as before. I don't feel damned to change them, anyway. Yes, I am lazy, but you know, I am always lazy.
Hm... I ran out of thoughts.